Friday, August 19, 2011

Life After College...Part 2

Dear Dear...My Bad..For not blogging for a whole Year now. So what happened After I went to Mangalore and got accustomed there was a whooping RollerCoaster Ride ...I got used to being alone. I did pretty ok with my lessons and sessions over there. I also Graduated successfully. Thanks to all my lovely friends for all the help. My roomie Hari was such a darling. And then Came this Crashing News. I was deployed to BANGALORE. Shucks..Ok ok Bangalore is a fun city and all that. But I wasnt ready for this disaster. I wanted to be at home. My dear old Chennai city, my home, my room, my dolls...Aaarrgh. I couldnt digest this one. The only pacifying fact was that, I hada few friends at Bangalore. But still , Once I get to work, I wont be able to Hang around with them forever .. My first job, My first deployment, I ddint have the Heart to just dump the company and run away into hiding. Phew...ok Let's face It. I packed up to leave ...My heart was terribly heavy while elaving chennai for bangalore. I just couldnt board the train.
Stepped into Bangalore. Found a decent place to stay with my college mate in a very decent locality. Travelled to office Daily by the office cab at 5 am. :( Double Drats!!! morning shift. Well it was going on ok. A java development project....I was learning quickly (with a lot of difficulty though, java not being my cup of tea, definitely no ). And Life Went On.......
To be contd......

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Life Beyond College...Part 1

Haaaaa Blissss......This is what I felt after the last exam got over. Oh yes..I'm done with this very absurd thing called education and exams. This is what I was longing for years together. To start working and to start earning and to be independent. I whiled away 3 months at home after college got over and was waiting for the call letter. And there it arrived...with a loud big bang. I was called in for my training. I had to leave to Mangalore for a 3month training period. I was barely given 2-3 weeks time to get ready. Guess what..when i started preparing the list of things to be taken to Mangalore...I ended up packing almost a quarter of my house. i was so thrilled , excited and scared too. This was the first time that I was going awy from home. My anxiety levels were too much to take in. All packing done, tickets booked, plans galore. I left for Mangalore with my parents. Settled down in my hostel room. Luckily i got have abt 13 ppl from my college with me. It was such a I can never for get that moment When I said good Bye to my parents. I Literally felt my soul ripping away from me. that was when i realized...Life is not always a bed of roses. I was no more in the cosy hands of mummy and daddy .

They left me there and went away. There I was..standing alone...with tear filled eyes...A very heavy heart and my brain stood still. I was left all alone in an unknown place, with unknown people. I started wondering...Why is life so cruel. I felt like an orphan. Everywhere I turned...I felt nothing but pain, sorrow, lonliness and eeriness. Why did they leave me like this. My mind was blocked and I psyched out. I thought everything was over. This was when my 13 college friends came closer to me and said " Hey come on..we r there for u".....

To be continued....

Monday, August 24, 2009

Sathyam Cinemas

Now that everybody on earth knows that Im sitting idle all the time at home....I would like to talk about one of my favourite past times.....Its called "movie watching". I ve never been a movie freak all the 20 years of my life. I occasionally watch a few good ones and I never miss out on "Animated Movies".But it was just that much. But now na...Drastic changes. I could never find a better time pass than movie watching. Be it Hindi, English or Tamil I just keep watching too many of them on T.V, DVD and Of course in my favourite Sathyam Cinemas. It's just because of Sathyam cinemas That i started to love movie watching in theatres. Another fact is that i never go to any other theatre. Wow man Sathyam is just spell binding,amazing,wonderfully beautifully excellent.
The look of it itself makes me visit it again and again. An added asset is that Im just too vetti to do anything that i keep going there so often. My recent watches there includes Star trek, Masilamani, Kulir 100 degrees(YUCK!), Achamundu Achamundu, Hp and the half blood prince, Angels and Demons, Bolt, Ice Age3, Love aaj Kal.....Man look at the list...I think i ve seen almost everything on the screens over there. But Still even if the movie is not worth watching I happily pay 120 rupees for that posh look and comfortable seats, RDX, A.C effects, Cleanliness, Mirror like floors and walls, the grandeur and Of course the Yummy Snack counter.

The food stuff is just too good and i need to talk lots on it now. Starting with a chilled Cold coffee and pop corn with lotsa butter and cheese toppings. Heavenly. I never miss out on these two things. The other yummy stuff like cream doughnuts, vanilla muffins,huge cups of coke, Nachos with salsa, vegetable Puff...Burb!!!! LOL...Another exciting thing there is the "S" magazine published there every month.You can grab ur free copy at the snack counters. It s just too gooooood. Amazing news and contests. another lovely thing is the beautiful eat out "ECSTACY" .Its very very expensive but too good.

My next fav hot spot at Sathyam sinemas now is : "ID" or Idly Dosa. Semma cool place where u get the traditional Chennai Food. Piping hot steaming Idlies and Dosas with colourful chutney and sambar at very affordable prices. It also offers lots of Stuff like traditional filter coffee,tea, pesarat dosa, vadai, keera vadai, aapam ,idiyappam and lot of traditonal food . It s just too good. The one thing which did not impress me at Sathyam Cinemas is "BLUR" .The largest gaming playzone something. Im not a gamer so maybe thats the reason i dont like that place. Other than that...My sathyam cinemas is My first Love. Just love it damn good :)

Monday, August 10, 2009

Love For Friends

Well Hello everyone.....Now this Love for friends...A very diplomatic topic....Is it wrong to have attachment to ur friends? Definitely "NO" na? But y do ppl never understand that affection? Why do they have to feel so jerk-ish to be attached to friends. I ve totally lost a mojority of my friends after college got over. I shld say immediately the next day itself. Feels so bad man. I still keep contacting them all non stop, but i never get back replies frm them. I havea spl few grp of very damn close friends. I shower everything upon them...But i really donno how much and what they think abt me.... I donno who is going to read this crap of a blog post of mine....Its just a way to pour out my frustrations.....God why are ppl like this?Why arent they loving me anymore....??????Why arent they close anymore.....I understand they have theri own work to mind....all of them are busy......But a little srap, a small mail would do the magic wont it? pls god help them understand that im genuine.......

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Loooooooooooonnnnnnnnngggggg TiME

Hey friends....
Its been almost a year since I ve blogged ....Dont ever assume that I ve been really busy and all that.I was totally vetti..Not knowing what to do at all.I could have very well blogged..But it just never occured to me. LOL. This year..My final year at college has really been an eventful one
The most important events include our placements as I have already mentioned in my previous blog post. Alls well that ends well.I ve completed my degree. Yipeee Im an engineer toooo.Well but guess these days....with all the recession around....An engineering graduate is the most affected person. No job, no respect..Not even a BPO job is offered to us(the newspaper posts for BPO s say B.E/B.Tech graduates pls dont apply).Even ppl who are placed are waiting for endless days for the call letters.And so is my case too. Why has the situation become so worse when our batch is graduating? Do we call this luck or ill fate?
well this is a question which im trying to decipher for a long time...

How does a person's destiny get fixed...Is it fate or luck..why are some ppl always lucky at certain things and some are not?Why do good ppl have to face so many hardships and troubles? while the bad guys get everything and are always happy? They say god will test good ppl but will not let them at stake(Baasha movie dialogue of course)..But still...even if god is not going to let down the good ppl why do they have to undergo hardships?Is it "KARMA"??? the wrong/bad things which the good ppl do in their past life? Or.......AAAAARRGH...I really cant understand this thingyy.......Fair enuf....Im not immortal to understand the logic of human life and its destiny..Im just a meak creature in this universe struggling hard to find what is in store for me.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008


Sigh and double sigh.......another semester had whisked off so quickly......nevertheless......its been a really fun semester.......for me.....had lots of fun during Kranti '08 which was fully organized by our very own team cse...and then the rest of the semester went on pretty well....exams done...And now its finally time for the big show....OUR PLACEMENTS....Oh my god.......this is really getting on my nerves for sure.Preparing for aptitudes,critical thinking,reasoning,verbal,technical ...just much more will my little peanut brains take in????im definitely going mad.....totally mad......And my hottest Chennai's lovely climate is just mind blowing.Makes me more sick........Had to miss my favourite SUMMER FUNK also this time........shucks........I really need a break......BUT everything has to wait until placements.....Managed to enjoy a little bit amongst this tension also...a few movies,a short trip......tats enough to console me for some time though........CHALEGA YAAR.........

Tuesday, January 8, 2008


I have never seen such an alluring movie in my life. Taare Zameen Par....Starring Darsheel Safary(Ishaan Awasthi) and Aamir Khan(Ram Shankar Nikumbh) ....The movie is about a Dyslexic child who is a dullard at school.His parents coerce him to a boarding school.And he feels his life is bedeviled there,until he meets his new art teacher.......Nikumbh...and the story goes on.....Its a must-watch for every parent and child.The music score by Shankar-Ehsan-Loy is simply too good and the title song by Shankar Mahadevan is stunnig.Such a touching movie,very sweet,very simple and very modest.